ABC of me

Here I am again.First Blog from my new laptop.I don’t think I have done this…so here goes.

A…anxiety…..I don’t always admit it but I do get anxious…about life, about family, about the future, about getting old…but I am aware and try not to.
B…being a good friend, being the best mother I can be.
C…Making time for Carol…I do manage.
D… Diaries…It is a huge part of my day but apart from the appointments diary I journal my day in detail…it empties my mind ready for a brand new day
E…energy….looking forward to getting it all back once I have my knee replacement…maybe be able to run around the black again
F…Family and friendship are very important to me.

G…getting rid of my grey hair…..I know I should accept it but when its pink I feel gives me such a lift and it cheers everyone up.
H…I am happy in my life.I think some people think I am not but my life is OK. Whatever it may look like to anyone on the outside.
This is harder than I thought it was going to be.
I…” in the moment”……living in  the moment and trying not to think too much of “what’s gonna happen next”
J…Jelly sweets…my downfall…being diabetic I should stay completely clear of them.
K…knitting… keeps me going.I have just started to knit myself a jumper.
L….laughing…..its good for you.I always try to put a smile on my face.Its got to be good for you.
M….memories are a big part of my life.but I dont dwell on them all the time.I dont live in the past even though some may think it

Thats the first half of the alphabet done.Not even sure if its how I meant this to be.I even think I may have done something similer before.I can assure you all I am not a miserable old “cow”.Let me know what you think.