{"id":675,"date":"2022-09-30T19:28:42","date_gmt":"2022-09-30T19:28:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/carolwake.me.uk\/?p=675"},"modified":"2023-01-31T15:53:57","modified_gmt":"2023-01-31T15:53:57","slug":"private-thoughts-i-am-prepared-to-share","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/carolwake.me.uk\/index.php\/2022\/09\/30\/private-thoughts-i-am-prepared-to-share\/","title":{"rendered":"Private Thoughts I Am prepared to share"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I really don&#8217;t know exactly what I am going to write. But I feel I am neglecting my blog&#8230;.. it&#8217;s just that I cannot really think most days of what to write&#8230;..or more precisely what I am prepared to share with everyone. You have to keep some things private&#8230; known only by you and whatever being you believe in.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">So here goes&#8230;&#8230;I will try and list 10 things&#8230;like they do on Mojo on YouTube.<\/p>\n<p>1. What do I feel about covid, masks and that sort of stuff&#8230;..do I still wear a mask, no I do not unless I am visiting the hospital for any reason. I don&#8217;t wear a mask but I keep my distance for example in supermarkets I steer clear of busy aisles. I see more people without masks rather than people wearing them. That to me is a good thing&#8230;it shows that wear is not afraid or frightened as much as they were. If I am truthful I don&#8217;t really feel happy thinking of going to crowded places. I will even ask a person on the bus if I can sit beside them as I have come across people who have actually said &#8220;I would rather you didn&#8217;t&#8221;.I even had someone shrink away from me. Covid will never disappear and we have to get used to living in this new world.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">2. Shopping online&#8230; this is something I discovered in 2020 during the pandemic. I don&#8217;t know exactly how to do it but I have a dear daughter-in-law who does it for me. I have bought since then wool, books, shoes for hubby, toe clippers, sheets (waiting for them to arrive) a new hoover, a fridge, bags of wood and a shopping trolley with owls on. I am sure there is more but that&#8217;s all I can remember.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n3. My crazy book-buying obsession&#8230; I have always loved reading, but it has developed over the last 18 months into an obsession. I counted up all my books last weekend and was horrified to add them up to 529!!!!! When I bought them home. I have to list them in an A4 size book, by name\/author\/first and last sentence\/dedication\/noted on author\/amount of pages\/what my copy cost and where I bought\/acquired it from\/and what it cost when new. After I read one I will write a little review and mark it out of 10. Yes, friends&#8230;&#8230;.I am a bit mad.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n4. Discovering I am not as strong as I thought I was&#8230;I am not disclosing everything but hubby has not been too well recently and I was surprised that I really could not handle the situation as well as I thought I would. I have had so much stuff to cope with I thought I could cope with anything that is chucked at me&#8230;.and basically I couldn&#8217;t. Things are OK but it surprised me at the way I reacted.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n5. People I Admire&#8230;.going to name 5 males and 5 females that I fancy\/admire. Here are the males<br \/>\na. David Essex&#8230; has to be top. A very sexy young man like a wild gipsy and now a true silver fox.<br \/>\nb.\u00a0King Charles III&#8230;.our new monarch, has waited so long, he will not have a long reign but let&#8217;s give him a chance.<br \/>\nc. My sons no 1,2 and 3 with the way they are dealing with their own personal issues.<br \/>\nd. Hubby&#8230;.we have been married 50 years\u00a0 0n Jan 31st 2023. He has looked after me and vice versa, we are an OK pair.<br \/>\ne. For this last one I am going to name special men that have passed through my life. My Grandad&#8230;I really miss him and thinking about him a lot lately. Dave P&#8230;..he knows why he is on this list and his lovely another half R. My brothers, David, Jeff and Derek and not forgetting Gordon. My R.I.P. dear brother.<\/p>\n<p>Now to the women.<\/p>\n<p>a. Sheila, a friend of many years, we have never had a cross word. and I love her dearly.<br \/>\nb, My dear sister, Maureen. I have grown to care for her more as we have grown older.<br \/>\nc. Actresses, I admire&#8230;Emelia Fox (Silent Witness) Kelly Hawes, Olivia Colman to name 3,<br \/>\nd, Jane Moore (journalist and Loose Woman)<br \/>\ne, names of people that are still in my life or those that have moved on, Pat N, Elma from Scotland, a very dear friend who I have not met but is very dear to me, Sue and Sylvia from Cancer Research, and friend Penny along with her hubby. and many others.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">6.\u00a0Foods that everyone loves but I hate&#8230;.coffee, hate the taste, Chicken Tikka, Thai Green Curry&#8230;I don&#8217;t like the taste of Pesto, tripe and cockles, tomato sauce\/ketchup and peanut butter.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">7. My beliefs&#8230;I do not think I actually believe in God, but I believe there is a being or something similar&#8230;I don&#8217;t know. We will find out when we die. I am a bit afraid of death esp now that I am getting older. I like to believe that we are reincarnated.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">8. Regrets of stuff I never learned\/did&#8230;I never learned to swim, I never learned to ride a bike, I wish I could crochet, never travelled abroad and don&#8217;t want to know, I wish I had the confidence that\u00a0 I have now in the 60s when I was young.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">9. Five &#8220;celebrities I cannot stand&#8230;Meghan Markel, Jimmy Carr, Nadia Swalada (used to like), Charlene White (Loose Woman\/newsreader) and Keith Lemon.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">10. This has been so hard&#8230;..but last I will list 5 books I know I will not read. and I classic I did not enjoy. Moby Dick, Toms Brown Schooldays, The Warden by Anthony TROLLOPE, Gullivers Travels\/Robinson Crusoe enjoyed Ladybird and Usborne young reading rather than the proper version and The Kraken Wakes by John Wyndham(But I might give it another try. And the book I was disappointed in was The Portrait of Dorian Grey by Oscar Wilde.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\nThat&#8217;s it folks. Let me know what you think<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I really don&#8217;t know exactly what I am going to write. But I feel I am neglecting my blog&#8230;.. it&#8217;s just that I cannot really think most days of what to write&#8230;..or more precisely what I am prepared to share with everyone. 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