{"id":579,"date":"2021-06-30T13:37:08","date_gmt":"2021-06-30T13:37:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/carolwake.me.uk\/?p=579"},"modified":"2021-07-25T14:05:58","modified_gmt":"2021-07-25T14:05:58","slug":"how-i-feel-about-lockdown-now-itmay-soon-be-ending","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/carolwake.me.uk\/index.php\/2021\/06\/30\/how-i-feel-about-lockdown-now-itmay-soon-be-ending\/","title":{"rendered":"How I Feel about Lockdown&#8230;now it may soon be ending"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">When lockdown started we were all frightened and scared. Would we lose someone, how would we cope&#8230;all these questions going around in my head. I could not settle at bedtime&#8230;the mind was a whirl&#8230;.so I started staying up, watching youtube, Facebooking and watching drama on Iplayer. I still do that in the evening so that I am so tired when I go up I can go to sleep quicker.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I began to miss family even though we all live in the same town. Son no 2 we were his support bubble and son no 1 had me and his dad in the bubble he formed so we did get to see them. Son no 1 organized on my laptop that I could video chat so I was able to see son no 3 and family as well as &#8220;end of the path&#8221; chats.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">When lockdown started the scariest part was a visit to Tesco&#8230;.hubby had been told to shield so I did the weekly trip to Tesco and the first sign was that things were changing as I started to use a shopping trolly. The queuing to get into the supermarket in the glaring sun &#8230;very uncomfortable. What I found worse was just before the supermarkets but restrictions on were the panic buying&#8230;the crowds in the shops&#8230;the empty shelves etc.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I have always read and watched movies that had &#8220;end of the world&#8221; type scenarios and some days I felt like I was living in one. I found a booking Tesco called Lockdown by Peter May set in a pandemic London &#8230;&#8230;gave up halfway through as it was near to the bone with true life. (TJ serves you right for showing me Surviviors (1971) when I had the flu!!! &#8211; sorry no sympathy from\u00a0 me LOL)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Hubby and I stood and clapped outside every Thursday. Did my daily walk around the green outside our house. social distancing and when it was made mandatory to wear a mask.a visor or one of my many floating scarves.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I never got into baking banana bread&#8230;..did make jam tarts and fairy cakes once when I managed to get some flour. I started to knit what I called &#8220;isolation&#8221; scarves to give to friends and family managing approx 60 and then a few &#8220;random acts of kindness&#8221; hats. I still have stuff on the go.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I have dealt with &#8220;family issues&#8221; which have been intense&#8230;.but I am not the only one. My right knee has decided that it needs to be replaced&#8230;so my walking has slowed down. I could use a stick but I won&#8217;t as I do find it makes me ungainly and unsteady. So I take my painkillers when it gets bad and fill the hot water bottle for comfort.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Having the video chat on my laptop surprised people like old school friends that I had not seen since leaving school. Catching up with family further flung. Son no 1 also set me up with this blog. I have kept up with my pen pals and letter writing, read far too many books, bought an unnecessary amount of magazines and tried my hand crosswords&#8230;..not finished one yet.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Missed going to volunteering at the charity shops..one did not reopen but I replaced it by more or less transferred to the bookshop (Oxfam), which I totally enjoy. Had my first covid jab in January then my 2nd in April. It does make you feel safer. I am now happily back at the charity shops.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Life seems to be getting back to&#8221;normal&#8221;&#8230;.but do you that it will be like &#8220;before&#8221;.I don&#8217;t &#8230;.life as we knew it has changed. Has it made us better people&#8230;I hope it has to some of us&#8230;&#8230;but there will always be a percentage of us that will only be concerned for themselves and always put themselves first. I only hope I am not one of them.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">When I started this blog I had no idea what I was going to write. So it may all be &#8220;mutterings&#8221;.Until next time xx<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When lockdown started we were all frightened and scared. Would we lose someone, how would we cope&#8230;all these questions going around in my head. I could not settle at bedtime&#8230;the mind was a whirl&#8230;.so I started staying up, watching youtube, Facebooking and watching drama on Iplayer. 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